All the YES!

I've spent so much of my life in a perpetual holding pattern. There's so much I do now that I wouldn't have dared do before. And none of that is on Damian (he doesn't and wouldn't tell me no, that's on me, societal and previous relationship training). But now that I am "alone" all the time, I am not afraid to just do it. He asks me all the time, why didn't you do these things when I was home?? You know I wouldn't have minded at all!! And deep down, I know he wouldn't, but I was so "well trained" to just "go with the flow"...makes me sick of my damn self lol

xoxo